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Boredem paired with withdrawal

A deadly enemy

Sitting in class, my attention span falls

It's slowly killing me


The sounds are all nothing

The writing on the board I can't see

Slowly drainning from something to nothing

This is just too far above me


Lying in a pit of despair

Lack of substance and so much pressure here

Part of me doesn't care

And part of me fears


It's really not a bad addiction

It's not like it's acid or cocaine

But here I am, part in submission

Lack of caffine driving me insane


Tired and hungry

Bored and stressed

This class is killing me

Damn, I'm depressed!

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I wrote this in Alg 2 class. I hadn't had caffine in like 3 or 4 days! I was having major withdrawals. I'm glad to say that I have since then had large amounts of caffine poured into my system and I am better now. Not that Alg 2 class is going to be any less boring. Coach Austin is still a hottie though!

 
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